What's my excuse?

Yep, Blogging today as well. And I still got writers block. Or... well... I did write some today. It was sort of good. The thing is, I have this idea, that I think is pretty good, and funny. And I got the plot sorted out, I know pretty much what's going to happen.

But when I sit down, I just get this feeling of "I don't want to do this." I am bored. I want the story to write itself. What's wrong with me? Am I tired of ponies? No.

I think I know what this is, now that I think about it. I started this account, with the idea to just write for my self, storys I wanted to write, and basically don't care horeshit about what others thought of it. But then I changed... I wanted people to read my stories, I wanted people to like them. I wanted to improve. But I still write like a wingless bird with hairy feathers.

I know what I have to do, I can't force myself to write something good. I need to feel that I want to do this, I need the inspiration. At least to write the core, once the mane part of the story is done, THEN I can do the hard work of editing and make changes like, forever. But first, I need to have fun.

And right now, I don't.

My favourite of the mane six is probably Rarity, in the series. In the fandom, it's a draw between Rainbow and Applejack. They get the stories with the most psychological depth.

Favourite sidecharachter is probably Apple bloom. In the fandom, I think I'm going for Lyra.

Favourite episode... a draw. Bats and Powerponies. Those are without a doubt the winners of my blue ribbon, then most of the other come second. But leap of faith was probably the worst I've seen this far.

Favourite fanfic... well, my favourites list is over 140 items... But The games we play is probably my number one.

Guess that's it for today... well, at least I wrote a blog.