I'll just come right out and say this

I hate myself oh with such a passion,
That even most of you could never imagine.
Ev'ry day I wale up to world of mediocrity,
And move along as they control us with simple melodies.

Inside it's all turned around,
Nothing in there has ever been sound.
But I feel just as bad from the night to the morn',
My entire life has always felt torn.

I hate being like this, I truly do,
There's nothing I wouldn't try to start anew.
Somebody come to my aid,
And help me clean this mess I've made...