IT'S BEEN THAT LONG. · 5:20am Jun 22nd, 2014
TWO YEARS
I can't believe that it has been so long since I posted my last blog. It didn't feel like that or maybe it was that all my attention and my natural procrastination conspired to make the seconds become longer. After all, everything seem short when you remember it.
So after season 4 ended, MLP I couldn't stop the epiphany that this work of art has become just another part of my life. In one part that is amazing, because ponies had become as essential as telephone, the bus or the internet. On the other hand, it's like a sense of excitement has simply disappeared; I still could remember when I expected the new videos and I was flabbergaste at seeing so much love, so much enjoyment of the fandom. The new ideas in the fics, the epic tales and the projects like "Meet the bronies" shacked the world. Or maybe I'm just a grumpy old fan, but I feel like I got stuck in the exact moment when Lesson Zero came out and you couldn't believe that the writers would created such a story of anxiety and madness for a show for children.
That's my pony avatar of my mental health for the last 567 days
Right now we got over half a billion visits in Equestria daily, clop fics by the ton in this site along with stories that left more novels looking like amateur works, monthly recompilations of the best videos, music, art from people all around the world. It may be that now I'm finally more healthy after two years of an uphill battle against my demons, but I see this fandom as a crucial part of my existence, another block of what makes me-me. I hope that in the following months I can start publishing my works instead of letting them get gather dust (yeah, mostly I write in pen and paper, it's weird) under my table.
So for another two years more and that the great ideas continue flowing.
P.D: I don't know if this is permited on the site and I hope it is, but I have a page in mega that I would love to share with everybody, in my overgrowing desire to make what I read a reality for others. I pray I don't get scolded by this: https://mega.co.nz/#fm/45dTwbwK
