Why I hate my friends... · 12:02am Apr 27th, 2014
So, I haven't been online much at all, but I'm back now. I haven't ranted much, but I really need to vent, so yeah... Here it goes...
So I have five friends; Jodie, Halley, Jazmyne, Elizabeth, and Blaine. I love them all so very much 
, but I also want to violently rip out all tgeir organs and through them into the blazing sun 
Jodie- Jodie is my cousin and I love her so very much, but she's such a relentless bitch. So, she used to live in Georgia up until last year, then she moved up here in West Virginia. She was home-schooled previously so she didn't really know how to act around other teenagers. She ended up getting into the wrong cliques. She created such a bad reputation for herself. I tried giving her help, but she just wouldn't take it. This year she's gotten WAY worse. She's turned into a total attention whore and repulsive bitch. And what's worse is that out of all my friends and family, I'm the only one who notices her horrid attitude and behavior. It's like I'm the only who cares! She's gotten back in with the bad cliques again. She dates guys, then gets dumped over and over. She never learns her lesson! In just the past month, she's dated three guys and got dumped. A few months ago, she started dating this one guy, Tyler. Now know that this Tyler is a total douche bag and a player. Jodie has fallen for him FOUR TIMES in the past few months. And each time he either cheats on her, bullies her, or dumps her. Like I said before, SHE NEVER LEARNS HER LESSON! He has called her a slut, a hoe, a whore, an ugly piece of shit, etc... The fourth time she dated Tyler, she sent him a nude picture of her breast. When I found out that she did it (I found the picture on her phone), I was so furious at her. I screamed at her. We ended up getting into this huge fight. Then, to make it worse, Tyler forwarded the nude picture to nearly all the guys in our grade. I tried to help her through that horrid time, and I try to be there for her, but she always pushes me away, blames me, hurts me... While I was dating this guy I really cared about (and I still do), she did sexual roleplays, sent him pictures of her in her bra, and flirted with him. I know that it's just as much the boyfriend's fault as it is Jodie's, but I mean, come on! I just want to be her friend, but she doesn't give a damn about me 
She hurts me, yells at me, turns everyone (especially my friends) against me, she makes up these horrible rumors, she tells my secrets, she lies to me... She says these mean, unthinkable things to me and other people, but mostly to me. She's so insecure. She uses all these things she does as her defense mechanisms. It hurts me to see her this way 
I just want to help her the best I can, but she treats me like dirt...
Halley- Halley is your typical nice, sweet friend. She's like me in a lot of ways; She's a straight-A student, a kindhearted person, quiet, shy, a teacher's favorite... But the reason why I get so furious with her is that she lets people push her around and lie to her.
Jazmyne- Jazmyne is the back-stabbing type. She lies, causes problems, creates drama and fights, she tells secrets and spreads rumors...
Elizabeth- Elizabeth is really sweet and caring, but she's so annoying! She's a total loud-mouth, she follows me around like a lost little puppy. She's just so annoying...
Blaine- Blaine is your typical bad-boy. But he has a sweet side. He's very protective and he cares about me and my other friends. When my boyfriend was being a total jerk to me, Blaine told him off and protected me when I needed him most. I don't really have any problems with him 
I love all my friends no matter what they do, no matter how horrid it is. I'll always love them, and that will never change.
That felt really good to vent and not bottle all my feelings in like I always do... 
I can relate to you, I have a few friends, though there is only some I can trust, others I can't, the ones I can't trust are snidey cunts, pardon my french
Please refer to this blog post of mine: http://www.fimfiction.net/blog/315368/my-life-stinks-not-really
Read the comments between Scootareader and I after reading the blog. It helped me a lot.
Well this was an interesting blog