My Grandma died · 2:39pm Feb 20th, 2014

My grandmother passed away yesterday. She picked me up at 9:00 from my university and took me home. She talked to me about some random stuff and asked me a couple of questions about my trip. I was VERY tired from work and school and honestly... I just wanted to get home.
But, as I gazed at the window from the passengers seat I thought:
¨hey... this is my grandma, and I do not know how much time I will have her in my life, I should just.. make an effort and listen to her, to remember her voice.¨
We got home and I said goodbye to her with a kiss, she said:
see you on saturday if god wishes.

At 10:00 pm she started feeling bad, my family did not know. My uncles and grandpa lived with her so they were the ones who begged her to go to the hospital, she was stubborn as always and refused... after a while... she blacked out. My grandpa and uncles rushed her to the Hospital, but when they got there, it was to late... she already had passed.

My Mom woke me up at 11:50 and told me that my grandma was dying. we rushed to the hospital. I had mentally prepared myself for the possibility of that happening.

we got there.... and I saw her.

she had already gone away but she was still warm, I hugged her and cried and cried and cried.... Then I could not take it anymore and went to the front street and just sreamed... I had to let it out.

the sadness... the sadness, was something that I could not stand. the density of the room, the cries of the other members of my family.....

the funeral was like being in a vortex separated from reality, time moved slow and the air was so heavy I could not stand it so much. I had to call my best friend, he got there in half an hour. I latched myself to him for about an hour and I cried my eyes out, my other friend got there too, they made me calm down and in 10 minutes we were talking about random shit and laughing. they took me for burgers, we had a good time and then the took me back to the funeral, I stayed there till 12:30 and then went home to sleep.

today morning we burried her at the Cementery next to other members of our familiy, I sang to her and my Sister and her friends did too. I said goodbye to my Grandma. The woman that taught me so many things, the one that helped me with my studies and personal things.

she was an AWESOME UNIQUE AND OUTSTANDING human being. And I will miss her until the day I die and go join her in heaven.

I now wear her ring, the ring she wore when she died, a silver spiral wing... funny, now I have more of a reason to pick a pegasus for my ponysona XD

I will not be able to continue my fic for a while guys... due to my situation right now. I will move to my grandmas house with my family and live with my grandpa. I have to take care of soooooo many stuff. I do not know when I will be able to continue my writting.

so I ask you guys to understand and to be patient.

I will, however continue to upload drawings, sooo it is not like I will leave abandoned or anything XD.

well.... that is what I needed to tell you guys....bye.

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