Untitled · 6:37am Jan 17th, 2014
I hate how every time I'm posting a blog on here it's always dealing with my feelings, I wish for once I could post a story and maybe say something worthwhile for once. But, I really just don't know what to do these days. I seem to feel depressed more and more often, and so very little seems to make me feel better. I'm so sorry to all of you that I've pretty much stopped writing, but I can barely convince myself to continue on with my existence, much less write a story about something.
All I can ever seem to think about is just how much I hate myself, about all the mistakes I made and how badly I fucked up my life. Nothing I do seems to change the way I feel in the long run, everything I do seems so damn pointless. My girlfriend for a time was the only thing that made me feel substantially better, but thinking about that only makes me feel more alone.
I know now I'm certainly no artist, and I never really claimed to be. I can barely even describe my own fucking emotions properly, what's an artist if they can't even express their own emotions? Whatever creativity I made of had seems to have gone away, along with so many other things. Again I hate having to explain my feelings in a blog, yet I have so few people to seriously talk to, and so few ways to actually express my emotions. I'm so sick of life, yet, we're supposed to continue living it arn't we? Even if it's hell.
It's okay to explain your feelings. Let others know. Hey I care about my friends and I want to help but I can only do so much. Hang in there, Legacy!
It's okay buddy! *Huggles* You can talk to us anytime you want and we'll listen! Your life has meaning to the 361+ people who follow you! We would all be really sad if you disappeared. We'll help you through this! Just hang in there!
It's ok. You can talk to us about your feelings whenever you need it.
And don't say that you're not an artist. If you're feeling down it's normal that you may have difficulties writing your feelings. Besides, I think you're doing it fine, or at least I think you explain yourself quite well in the blog. The fact that something is short doesn't mean is badly written. Not everything needs to be overly descriptive and/or the size of The Order of the Phoenix.
Hang in there, friend. I'm sure things will eventually get better.
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Thanks, I don't feel any better but I'm glad at the very least that some people still may care...
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You're welcome! I hope all goes well for you.