Hey Everybody. Explanation as to why I have been kinda crazy in my posts. (Long Post)

Let's start with how I view America. The good old US of A. Murica, the land of the free and the home of the brave etc. ad infinitum to infinity and beyond.

I don't like America at all. Am I an anarchist? No but sometimes I feel like one. A lot of people seem to be getting dumber and overall 95 percent of the television is shit. I don't want to see Almost Naked Animals or any live action Disney channel show. Cartoon Network has gotten better but I haven't seen much of programming since at least 2009. the History Channel is the Alien and Hitler channel. (Hey don't look at me. I'm a History major for fuck's sake. I have to say that the only meme I love is that "Aliens" meme with the crazy hair dude.) The Discovery Channel is not much better. And Animal Planet has started to make fake documentaries for ratings.

My sweet fucking god. I don't know where the world took a left into crazy town.

And then there's the political aspect. America is messed up. Obama is really weird with how he said he was going to have more clarity or whatevs in the White House. the economy is in the toilet, and we seem to be heading on a crash course with a war or conflict in Syria. I have to say that it is just a cycle of historical incidents. Never use Christian terms in a war in the Middle East. Bush said that the War on Terror was a "crusade" against the terrible forces of extremism (or something close to that.) That brought a whole baggage of Crusade backstory with it. The Crusades where Christians vs. Muslims fight to either take or keep the Holy Land for themselves. Yeah bad choice of language. Guerrilla warfare is the new normal. (Kinda funny since us Americans kinda won the American Revolution with guerrilla tactics and lots of French help.) But back on topic it is just a retelling of the Pre Gulf War Era. (We had the good old US trying to stop Afghans with Russian help.) What is the outlook for today? US backs the Syrian rebels (which there are so many factions that it is like a clusterscrew.) and Assad's side backed by Russia. And as always chemical weapons.

My god and I just hear some of my friends spouting such crazy things.

And then there's the issue of my sexuality. I come out and say it. I am Bisexual. And my family somehow doesn't know outside of maybe some of my highschool friends and maybe a girl who lives with me. (Long story. Too long for here) So I still haven't told my mom (dad's been dead for a few years.) that after my dad lost his job when I was 12 and until I entered college- I coped by having sex with one of my friends. Yeah weird fucked up life I had. Writing gay is just a state of mind for me. (Though stereotypes do not work on any kind of subculture and it doesn't work for gay people I know. I am not a flamboyant guy.)

And I got news today that a girl that my another friend of mine dated is now engaged. What? That makes about ten to fifteen percent of my graduating class either get married, engaged, or already have children. And this will only two years out from when I graduated highschool. I joke that I am Dr. Phil sometimes but damn. What is with my ability to attract people that need relationship advice? (Cause actually every person that has done one of those three glorious life experiences has talked to me. My friends at one point even talked about their sex lives, yay for me. . .so relationship fics are my forte for a reason.)

And my mom got a puppy. I asked her why. Pretty much since I was going to be at college for a really long time and such, she got a puppy. My god. She's adorable as fuck. (And its funny. All these threads about you'll get diabetes are getting old. But real life animals get to me.) Golden retrievers are a handful and my mom always gets dogs that might be a handful. So that's been something.

And I think my computer finally got delivered to me. After about two months of blue screen and sending it to the factory it seems to be here. (Or its just another thing that my mom bought.) But if it is my computer I will be super duper happy. You know how hard it is to share a computer when you can't walk upstairs to your desktop computer and have to share your mom's? Impossibly hard.

And I am out of college right now. "(Actually I am in college but I am at home.) Because America's kinda weird on the whole disability help line. Colleges will only help you so much until they have to pay for "unreasonable expenses." Well I am sorry that the goddamned campus is not handicap accessible. It is but it has worse accessibility than my highschool had and that was built in the 1950's. (We had a new highschool built and I was part of the first graduating class- but I still like the old one. At least it didn't lock every door when the first bell rang so as to keep the delinquents in the school. The new highschool did that.) Wanna see my college website and the article that made me pissed? Helps that our student portal is named StormFront. (One of my friends commented that it share a name with the KKK website. If that is true then I was a Bomber in highschool and part of StormFront in college. (Yes my highschool had issues when 9/11 happened. And our mascot was a bomber plane. . .airports were weird for our school trips.)

And I have a depressive personality and terrible self esteem. (It took me three months to even sign up here and then another month to post my first story.) So yeah that's it. And I have to get ready for Argentina. And that's a whole can of worms that I don't want to bitch about.

So that's why I have been a fucking weird person lately. So much on my mind. Still working on What Happens In Canterlot Stays In Canterlot.