I want to keep fighting... · 3:45pm Sep 1st, 2013
Hey guys,
Ugh, yay another blog post in which I complain...
So, that person still hasn't called back. I understand that they're busy but they normally make a bit of time to talk. Still, I haven't lost hope. I don't want our relationship to go down the drain because I still love them so, so much... I'm beginning to believe that they don't feel the same way anymore which is a sucky feeling...
I'm giving them a chance to prove me wrong, to show me that they still care. People are telling me that if I'm the only one fighting then I might as well save myself the heartache and get out but I don't want to believe that I'm fighting alone, not yet. I still have hope.
I have hope because we have gone through so much in the past year and a half and I don't want to throw that all down the drain. I still have hope because they make me actually like myself, before I met them I despised myself so much and then I began to gradually care about myself. They have done so much for me, I don't want to lose them or the happy memories that go along with them.
I just don't know how much longer I can keep on fighting for because I know that soon enough I will be shot down. I can't give up, I don't want to. We had so much planned, we were so happy, we made so many promises... We promised to get through whatever was thrown our way and I don't want to believe that they were all empty promises.
So what if I'm looking through rose-tinted glasses? I'm not going to give up, not yet. I just... I care about him, so much and I don't want to lose him because he's not just my boyfriend, he's my best friend too. I'm going to keep on fighting until I know for sure. If you didn't fight for what you believed in then you'd get nowhere in life.
Sorry for throwing this all out into a blogpost again, I am just so lost with what to do... I'm being told that if all it's causing is heartache it may be better to leave but I can't, not yet. My problem is that I don't ever want to leave. But I don't know how long I can last.
Anyway guys, until next time. Thank you for all your support, Trapped just reached 100 likes... Like, seriously.
100!
100! I can't believe it, omg!
I'll talk to y'all later!
You're all brill <3
Keep fighting. Even if you're shot down, don't give up. Although I can't say everything has a happy ending, you can still try
...I also realized how unmotivational that sounded.
1321666 Thank you, I think I will give up when that person shoots me down but for now I still have faith in them.. :3
I honestly can`t imagine how you are feeling because I`ve never experienced such a situation myself.
I assume he knows that you are a fan of mlp and that you write stories. Maybe if you get the chance show him these blogs where you are explaining how much you miss him, how much you need him? Maybe that will make him rethink something?
And don`t worry about throwing out these blogs. Maybe someone will give you some good advice eventually through here.
Anyway, good luck
1321675 Well he's the guy that got me into the show, I watched every episode for the first time with him...
I don't know -.-
Lemme tell ya a Poem that I say now and then...
When times are dark, do not fear.
Because there is no reason to drop a tear.
It will get better, promise I do.
You better trust what I say, I've been there too.
So do not fear friend of mine.
Everything is going to be fine.
Okay... I made that up during the last 5 min xD
but you get mah point.
Don't give up!
Like the generals said; Keep calm and Fight on!
Continue the fight!
There can only be one victor and that is YOU!
1321690
Sorry, I`m not good at these things.
Just keep on fighting and don`t give up! I hope it will work out
Fuck, I suck at relationships, best I got is be yourself @.@
I can't give you a lot of advise, but remember, It's not over until it's over! and even if the worst happens im sure you have lots of people that will care for you if you're feeling down :-)
1321694 Ah thanks, but there has to be a point where I give up I suppose...
1321697 I've been told that if it ends up causing more heartache than happiness then maybe it's time to go, but I'm not at that point yet so we have a while...
1321746 I suck at relationships too
1322141 Thank you, it's just kinda hard because I don't ever want it to be over...