Death by written creativity. · 4:43am Aug 27th, 2013
All authors eventually have this moment, mine later than some because I've tried my damnedest to ignore it, and that is the regret of your first try.
So about 2 hours ago I sat down and read straight through my one good story (and that in itself is a stretch) "Mystery of the Forest". A history based fanfiction where I tried to tell the backstory of equestria and than half-way through writing tried to tie it into being the history of another big fanfiction at the time "Living the Dream".
Now that both fics have become thoroughly dried up and rotten I felt it was time to to go back read it as though "living the Dream" wasn't involved and oh shit was it bad.
Before the end I felt like I need to take rusty bard wire and choke myself with it, but than the end itself came, and who boy did I feel bad about that. If it wasn't for the fact I don't own any traditional weaponry I would have committed seppuku on the spot.
Any who I fully regret the level of stupidity I managed to create in that time and wonder if somehow I managed to be inebriated whilst typing it ~.~
I feel that way about ALL my stories.
I feel that way sometimes.