Why I havent been able to update

Things are going south and have only recently began to go north as in get better to the point where I actually want to write.

I guess it all started when I realized I had almost gotten kicked out of college but was saved by a retention program and an easy summer class. Even so I became depressed as hell and in an attempt to get myself back on my feet I began to go out and party...............a lot. As in almost every night I would come home hammered as you can get and just pass out and wake up a day later. Things got really bad when in my drunken stupidity I deleted what was Chapter 4 part 2 of Wrath. Thankfully it was an old save and the real one is safe on a flash drive. Then May 20 came and with it a tornado the size of an interstate. It missed my house thankfully but took out the power and most of the shingles and the plumbing...........yea I don't even........
I was forced to stay with a friend some of you know as Mister E and fell into the deepest pit of despair in the world. My friends did what they could and gave me as much advice as they could.

Then I decided to get back into writing a little and took a creative writing class. I talked to my professor about my fan-fictions and the minute I do he goes off about how that's not real writing and I should look for another form of writing like poetry. At that point every single bad thing came boiling up and I went off in his face about how the things that I have written have become far better than I could have ever hoped for. I even found a place where I am understood and appreciated for what I like and do. I then quit the class and went home to cry out everything that has happened. I then made a vow.......

No one is ever going to tell me to stop writing...
They will never understand why I write and why I will not stop
I can not stop
Not until everything I write is finished or I am dead

And I am not dead yet.

07/07/2013
Expect a visit from a doctor named M

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