A better grasp of my own anger and story procrastination

An incident earlier today let me gain a better grasp of my own sense of anger and want to destroy. My wi-fi got cut off on my computer when I was in the middle of doing something on a forum that I help manage. When it refused to reconnect, I got pissed off to the point where I was willing to destroy my house's router. It made me realize how easily I let my anger get the best of me and how willing I am to utterly destroy something when I get pissed off. It just sounds kind of pathetic in retrospect.

I keep procrastinating with writing stories. I've been trying to focus on my own original stories, but I still manage to not get anything done. I really need a sense of focus on stuff like this, but I've yet to find one. I'm a pathetic excuse for a guy who calls himself a writer.

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Well, you didn't destroy the router. That's something, at least.

I'd give writing advice, but first I have to figure out how to focus myself.