I am lonely. · 1:04am Jun 23rd, 2013
Alright first things first, I'm talking into my cell phone it's typing whatever I say, it may have to compensate for the speed which I speak which may lead it to make a few spelling or grammatical errors. Now back to the subject at hand. I am lonely (do not give me pity). I'm only 16 so I've never experienced it to precisely this type of loneliness, romantic loneliness. come to think of it I've never really been lonely, I've been bored but that isn't exactly loneliness. it's a strange feeling, being lonely, it's sort of hollow feeling in your stomach, a bit like being homesick actually, I'm sure the some sort of scientific biological reason for that. The loneliness goes way temporarely whenever I talk to friend or play Minecraft, my god I've gone into comas over Minecraft, but the feeling still comes back after while. What I need, is a boyfriend (for those of you who don't know I am is gay as the day is long.). but therein lies the problem, I'm gay but I'm not the kind of gay that looks gay to gays upon first gaze. My second problem is that I don't go outside or go places. Even when I do go outside I fucking hate people, not you guys you guys are cool, but I fucking hate people!
We all hate people. But you? Romantic loneliness? Yeah, I can't picture it. But, if you're being sincere (I hope you ain't high) then I got nothin'. I'd say I'd be your boyfriend, but A.) We live a whole country apart. B.) I'm gay, but I don't have romantic attraction to people. But I can chat with you if you'd like.
Being lonely sucks, I should know too. We've all been there. My advice is to just try not to feel sorry for yourself for something you don't have, because when you start getting all sad and shit, people start passing you by. Try to focus on other shit besides that, and your confidence skyrockets. Then people start getting attracted to you.
Then again, that's just my opinion. Other people could say different, and I'm not sure how the gay dating community does things, being straight myself.
Oh well. Personally I just said fuck relationships at early ages, they last about as long as a Kardashian marriage.
I'm open to chat to sometime
EDIT:Our names sorta match! Yay! We're pals for life, broscow
Welp, I don't know what to say beyond the fact that I'm here men. If you need to chat with someone, look me up. Can't help you with the boyfriend thing though....
I agree that loneliness sucks. It's also a fucking leech shackle. And the only to break that fucking leech shackle, is to break it. (though I am having trouble with the 'breaking' part myself).
EDIT: I mean, if you want to talk, we can help each other out.
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(joking, of course)
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If I have been informed correctly on both ends (gay joke somewhere in there), straight and gay dating is very similar with one key difference. Being gay is better.
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(brohoof, comrade)
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The fact that you accidentally addressed me as though I were a platoon of marines (or sailors, in my case) amuses me.
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☭ Break the shackles comrade, join the revolution! ☭
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You will all be happy to know that I don't often catch feelings, and that I am back on my meds. My meds being the delicious souls of unbaptized babies.
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Actually, since all of you offered... I've just had an idea. I will message you all tomorow (today, but it's 4am so i'm going to bed) about it.
Be afraid, by the way.
1162257 P-shaw. I'm not afriad. That is a baby emotion, for little baby men.
1162244 /) Brohoof back, comrade.
On a side note, never let a capitalist choose your nickname. A guy in school I barely liked tried calling me "Commie hami ha."
I should have punched him.
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I think I'm going to go by "Gay Joe".
1165415 I get it....
I'm calling you Ripley.