• Member Since 27th Feb, 2013
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castlemaid


short bio: Is a super paranoid anxious person who can't finish his story within a reasonable fashion

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  • 343 weeks
    No matter how far i go, this place always comes back

    I could go to the end of the earth, and still be so close to this..."idea"? I miss it, i hate it, I love it, I loathe it. Creativeness is a gift and a curse, a boon and a bane. I hate that I gave up on writing, I haven't even read anything in years. Even then I come back and smile. Through all the pain and regret this site has given me, I always look back on the fond memories. I'll never forget

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  • 358 weeks
    well i did it...goodnight

    I posted a new story...he took a walk, feel free to read it, i think it really helped. Hope you enjoy the one shot fic. There are no names, just a colt and a mare(s)

    0 comments · 237 views
  • 358 weeks
    Dead but only mostly dead

    It's better than all dead. I'm recessitating my writing, it's been a good run with my Depressanxiety, but time to go back to the old days. I'm getting sick of the monotony of go to work, come home, play games and watch yt, sleep, repeat. It's time to get back to the colorful joy of 4 years ago. I wonder if any of you who used to talk to me are still out there. Other than the obvious peeps like

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  • 358 weeks
    Dead man walking

    And what a dead man he is :3
    Time to get up and read some shit. no more games for a bit

    0 comments · 261 views
  • 366 weeks
    Becuz ded

    Another ded post for a ded writer. RIP random person 20XX-20XX. Not even time to read the stuff i saved to read here, and then a few years passed, and now trying to catch up would take forever TwT

    0 comments · 223 views
Jun
17th
2013

New chapter and some insight · 7:28am Jun 17th, 2013

The new chapter is up everypony. And it's more of a needed pause than a two part chapter. I split it up for two reasons, one of which was that I just needed a break from writing, and two... well when you read the next chapter after I post it, you'll know why, Oh you'll know.

To be completely honest, when I started writing, I was scared. I was scared that I wasn't good enough to write alongside others in the fandom. Some of you reassured me I'd do fine. Since then I've gained confidence but still doubt my abilities. It means more than you'll ever know for EVERY thumbs up, fav, watch, comment and PM. I can't express the joy I feel at receiving any of those. I love you all.
For those of you who are all "nobody cares" here you go. Applejack is how I'd be for those kind of people.

For those of you that listened and took the time to enjoy it there is nothing that can express my happiness to you. So have all my *huggles* instead.

For those of you who enjoy BGM or just relaxing music in general here are two playlists that will blow you away, or at least relax the hell out of you.

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Comments ( 8 )

I know you'll do great just believe in yourself pal! :pinkiehappy:

1149499 Thanks you sir need to come here for some *huggles* :twilightsmile:

1149500 Just being me.......... and thanks

1149506 Screw it *HUGGLES* *Nuzzle*

1149509 Please that's enough more sweetness from you I think I'll have diabetes:derpytongue2:

Be CONFIDENT! Assert yourself in your confidence! *beats chest*

You've got the skill, I've been able to see that since the start of our chats, and you've got the emotion down, easily! I won't read it until it's complete (Rule of mine, and I only ever made an exception once out of impatience. Worthy to note, after making the exception, I became that author's editor. :rainbowlaugh:)

But until then? UNTIL the story has been officially completed and is ready for full viewing, for proofreading & reviewing... I'll be waiting, Oh, you KNOW I'll be waiting. *hides in the shadows*

... *comes out of the shadows* :twilightsmile: *huggles* :pinkiesmile: *goes back in the shadows*

1149687 *rises slowly out of the ground* *huggles* thanks. *skips away* :twilightsmile:

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