A rant: Writing is hard

Okay so. As promised, I've been writing the story but didn't realize how hard it is until I throw myself into the pool, deep end head first.

Oddly enough, my writing skill has improved significantly, which is great! I even think my story makes sense when I read through them the second time and there's no real solid mistake to be easily seen for the most part.

The problem is, for my life, I don't know how to pace it, at one moment it'd be as slow as a day at the beach then whammo! A series of even happen that hits you like a rollercoaster and I can feel the whiplash from thinking about it.

I guess it's two issues at once, one being that I struggle to really write a lot of descriptions of things since my vocabulary is still very limited. Like the smell, the sounds, the description of the object around the room can be a hassle to think of something, anything to describe those. The second one is the wording I use. They tend to give off the same emotion and vibe that might be a bit off for the various story time I'll be writing, unfortunately.

Nonetheless, if you have any guide to avoid those, I'd love to hear it and if you don't, I'd like to thank you for reading this post anyway, that means you care enough to read some amateur writer trying to do things they aren't good at or even comfortable writing.

Thank you. From the bottom of my heart.

P S, an Amateur Writer.