So I think I'm gonna try and write more of Hello Big Mac, because now I have no free time... which basically means I have all the free time I want... wait what? I don't understand it myself, but now I just have more time to do what I want even though I have loads of work... okay that's not helping.

Out of sleeping pills, can't find my prozac, dropped my rum and smashed my monitor. It was a good hour.

At the moment literally everything has got me down. My coursework is devouring all my time, and I'm to stressed, depressed and busy to do much of anything.

Okay, so I'v tried to write the next chapter a few times, but every time I write something, nothing looks right when I come back to it. Also I feel really sick and weak at the moment, and everything just seems to be going wrong for me at the moment.

So, I meant to get stuff done, work, writing and some coding. BUT! I couldn't get anything done because I got hospitalised. But now I'm back to doing stuff! yay.

At the moment, I have a lot of work to do, and I'm still trying to write this anyway, just because... erm... yes... because... ... anyway.

I have writers block at the moment, but I tried to push through it, and now I know that when I look back over what I'v written tomorrow, I'll look back and go *oh god why?*