The title says it all. Today is my 21st birthday. I'm going to go play laser tag, get a new computer and hang out with my best mate. I'm a happy boy today😁😁😁😁.

Ok so I'm pretty shaken up at the moment. Yesterday I went to my great grandmother's funeral and met up with lots of relatives. My grandparents came home with us and stayed the night. This morning they gave me a cheque for £2.5k for my 21 birthday in 2 days (they wanted to give it to me in person that's why I got it early).

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I'm starting to get excited now because my 21st is in 18 days! I'm will be going to go on a week long skydiving course to be qualified to solo skydive and I will be getting a proper gaming computer among other things. I'm so exited!!!!😁😁😁😁😀😀😀😀

Hello in my previous blog post I explained how I was not in a good place. I wrote it fully expecting no one to see it. I was wrong. I am blow away by the amount of support that I have received and I am thankful to every person who sent it.

It has already made me feel better knowing that people care and has given me the boost to my moral that i needed. once again I would like to thank everyone who sent me there support on my last post. Thank you and have a good day/night/whatever.

Hello. I doubt anyone will see this but I felt like I needed to tell someone about this. This morning my great grandmother died in her sleep at the age of 97. I was close to my great grandmother and her death has hit me pretty hard, further damaging my already unstable mental state. I feel as if my life is pointless and that I have nothing to live for. It hasn't gotten to the point of contemplating suicide but... its close. I don't really have anything left to say. I'm still here but I feel

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