Grettings! I am Torulf, Jarl of imaginations. All I can say is that I am very good at writing but very bad at drawing artful pictures for my stories. The only reason that I write is for fun.
Searching for meaning is meaningless. Searching for anything else is living. Boring life, Fun life, Angry life and so on they are all life so long as you don't waste it by overthingking.