I would like to thank all the bronies that have supported him who has decided to no longer be my husband in this trying time. Like the verbose writer he is, able to spin a good yarn, I have decided to not make a liar out of him over one thing: bills that were or weren't in his name.

He was lying.

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I won't go into the details here that I did on my actual blog, but I'm recovering.

I didn't get nearly the support from this community that he did, mainly because of how our relationship ended, but probably because I wasn't as active in it as he was. I haven't had the text messages he has had. I have, however, had other offerings of hope and love and I'm moving forward with them.

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I have gone forward with my new life without him.

He doesn't want to talk and is playing games. His clothing rests in several clear garbage bags outside the place where he can come and get what we have found so far - if he chooses to. He has till my landlord complains, then I don't know what to do with them.

My tenancy is in jeopardy because of him. I could get evicted cause of him.

I will do my best not to. I will survive.

It's been a week since he made his choice and I've been served with papers.

The more I dug, the more horrified I had become.

To those who think he was penniless - he had an account with $75 in it that only he could access. Whether he could access the money or not was not my problem.

He has told others he plans on paying the car payment. Thanks to supporters, I was able to get the car fixed, but not the payment. That's been moved, at my cost.

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I spent last night at the hospital because I nearly fainted in the kitchen and did pass out at the hospital. They gave me an IV and pumped me full of fluids and more to try to stabilize me so they could send me home. I've lost another kilo overnight. My white blood cell count is sky-high and I've overheard the staff say the c-word and the d-word. I go back in less than an hour for more tests, and I'm taking our youngest with me.

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Before anyone sheds a tear on the fact that I kicked my husband, Penalt, out, there is another side of the story. I won't go into here. I have been told by legal counsel that what he has done is more than grounds for divorce.

All I did was put my foot down. He is playing the pity party.

The persons you should be pitying are the children, who have lost their father because of a choice he made.

I wanted to go a different direction.

I will set sail on the course ahead of me.

Life goes on. It took a hard turn this morning. Things have been put into play that will change my life forever.

I'm not destroyed. Someone who knew me far better tried and not only did I survived, I thrived.

This next year is going to be life-changing.

I was willing to go a different route, but the final choice wasn't mine - it was his.

Soo... I've been doing hobby djing for two and a half years now or so...

And Friday.. stuff happened...

And today... I went PRO at the Gorean Whip Radio!

That's all I wanted to post about...

https://goreanwhip.com/?members=dj-mooncheeks

Crisis has past... mostly. We still have more cleaning ahead of ourselves.

My domlyone talked me down from my own spiral. Twice. She's awesome that way. As I'm writing this, my avatar is in her avatar's arms and we're having a long talk.

The landlord gave us a finger wave, but I think they understood that screwing up the notice was a bad thing.

I'm breathing. honest!

I know I don't blog much, or write much pony fic. I am the way I am.

Some updates...

My previous muse has been all but ejected from my life. I asked a friend "how do I fix a broken heart when it's turned to sand?"

Her reply? "Don't worry about it, it's in my shop."

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