16 years ago, a tiny baby girl was born. She was born to people who could not take care of her. Born to drug and alcohol users. Eight months later, the police took her and her brother away from them and put them in the foster care system. She bounced from home to home for six years. At one point she thought she found her forever family. Then they turned around and stabbed her in the back by giving her to a different foster family. About six years later, two people adopted her and her brother.

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Wish i had known this sooner. Turned out to be the worst decision of my entire fucking existence.:(

He knows who he is

I have someone i can count on not to hurt me now. Its the greatest feeling in the world.

I am dedicating this week’s blog post to my best friend and big brother, HudsonHawk. He has stuck with me through some crazy things that have been happening to me. One of my online friends tried to commit suicide a few days ago, and i was teetering on the edge. I was close to trying to kill myself. I told him that i was afraid that the feelings were going to boil up inside and explode. I am not going to use anything from our conversation, but he was able to talk me out of it. He gave me the

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I am changing my name to CrystalClearPain for many reasons. One of the main reasons is because i am going through a lot of pain right now, with the possible death of an online friend of mine.

Sadly, this story did not pass moderation so i decided to post it as a blog. I do not own any rights to this story, as it was written for me by a dear friend of mine. HudsonHawk, thank you for making me smile (and laugh) for the first time in a long while. Comments are welcome, but keep them appropriate please! And yes it is plausible to go out at 1am just to get egg nog. I should know cause i know a person who thinks that :P

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On fimfiction.net, i am able to be open about myself, my feelings, my sexual orientation, and pretty much everything!
I now have *counts on fingers. has to start over multiple times. gives up after sixth time* an indeterminable amount of friends.
Thanks for giving me something to look foreward to every day after school.

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