I’m not really supposed to be on here but I am for a little while. You can find me as animareaperMrs on Twitter. Raven Cheshire on Google plus and hangouts and my public number is 951-750-2938. I will notify if I have any other ways of contact

I know literally most of the people I was rude or horrible to are probably gone but, I want to apologize for my past self. I’m still not that great to some of you. I’m trying. Thank you for dealing with my bs and staying even though it hurt. I wish I appreciated it more. I just want everyone to know that I’m not an attention seeker anymore. I just kinda have bad trust issues and it was and is never your fault that I distanced myself from you. I hope you guys are having a great day.❤

Is it me you're looking for? Lol long time since I've been here. Turns out I'm bipolar. Yay... oh well. How are y'all?

How are all you lovely people doing

I'm alive, surprised? I am too lol. How have y'all been?

I know some think I'm a jerk. I'm sorry I come off that way. I'm just not feeling the best anymore. After meeting dragon and leaving I'm not the same. I'm cranky, broken, depressed.im sorry you've all dealt with this including Sky Blue CMC I am sorry you dealt with this mess but don't let my anger and depression get you down. Find someone stable after you become stable. I know you'll find someone. I'm sorry I lied maybe in a another world

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My singing voice

Just singing my emotions. Anger control therapy helped.

https://youtu.be/fACNN3NyHcMhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jLrUWwNRyG0
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IoagLJIJK2c
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lHZKPYQnsmc
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Gimtj1MjiVE

So now Sky is bi and wolfy is happy. Sorry can't let my abuser be happy. But congrats Sky sorry I didn't mean to sound mean in the blog. Kinda dealing with an abusive wolf. I hate schizophrenia. I always have illusions. But I'm happy for Sky and not happy for wolfy. I'm going to psychiatrist to talk about wolfy and his abuse. Hope he doesn't go to jail. Actually abusing minors is not good. So have fun. Love you all

I'm horrible and awful for treating Sky like this. I gave him a chance. I invited him to Dragon and I wedding after I let him in. He insulted Dragon and I. Even if it wasn't a real wedding who the fuck insults the people marrying?... So no he isn't just helpless. He is obsessed with me and I tried to love him but it's not healthy. He hates sleeping unless I am. He is three hours ahead so 1:00 is 4:00 for him. Yes loving someone is ok but obsessing over them and breaking down when they leave for

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