My self confidence is crushed... I realized earlier today... My entire reason for going on every day, to become the best I can me, Is already complete... I'm as good as I can possibly get... And I'm terrible at most of the things I do... Realizing that I cant improve any more, and that I cant even match up to the standard set by society makes me question... Why do I even bother? I should just give up now and save myself the humiliation of failing...

My self confidence is crushed... I realized earlier today... My entire reason for going on every day, to become the best I can me, Is already complete... I'm as good as I can possibly get... And I'm terrible at most of the things I do... Realizing that I cant improve any more, and that I cant even match up to the standard set by society makes me question... Why do I even bother? I should just give up now and save myself the humiliation of failing...

I've been feeling worse and worse ever since yesterday, i can hardly breath, and i cant at all through my nose, My eyes Burn and i feel kinda weak... Im pretty sure at this point its official, Im sick. on top of my writers block. Sick. ha... hahaha.... What remains of my patience for lifes problems lately is fading quickly...

Just when i thought i was finally over it... My writers block is back in full swing... I'll be doing everything i can to try and get through it, but as far as ideas go right now... There's nothing in my head right now... I hate it when this happens.

Well, I've been paying attention to the reply's i've gotten, and i understand fully. I'm going to try and be more confident in myself and my writing style. I apologize for being so negative before, my self confidence is just at an all time low, lately...