This story is told through three perspectives.
Chrysalis is the first part, the context through which is explained throughout the other two.
Flurry is the second part, the context through which is explained through the other two.
And finally What actually happened, which tells how Chrysalis ended up that way, how Flurry Heart feels about both her moms, and the Events that took place to bring us to the current scenario.

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Bronycon 2019. A magical time, for those who went. I didn't. Put simply I am researching EVERYTHING I can locate on the fabled convention as the one off requires attending it. Or rather going back in time to attend it. So basically looking up food served, things sold, settings etc. If you are interested in sharing such details, even what panels were located exactly where in the convention center I would be very grateful if you could either hit me up in DM on discord or on this site's mail, or

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I...Had a mental break. I fell to pieces. Sadly, it was a myriad of events that simply stacked far too much, too fast. Because of my understanding of my nature, I swiftly locked myself in my apartment, avoided community based communications; discord, fimfiction, youtube, even my own mmos. Everyone can relax, no one was hurt (others nor myself) and I successfully rebuilt the remains of mind. Happy to say, I am back to writing, though I need to avoid stories of my life for the time being. I hope

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Recertification happened this week. Long time readers may recall this means my yearly HUD evaluation happened, and has had me completely bat- crazy gathering info and forms and "is rent going up"? Basically a nervous wreck, but fear not, I have begun writing once more and the new chapter is underway.

sorry about that, in all the hubbub I completely forgot about writing.

<3 doug/zakyria

I know it's been a while since my last update but please don't worry; I've simply been on a bit of a break. Let's not make this a sob story issue but PTSD from my past reared its ugly head once more. I plan to continue the writing of the next chapter in July. Until then, I hope you enjoy my other works. And yes, I plan to continue the majority of my hiatus stories. Basically, just recharging my batteries for now.

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I know a lot of you expected this to be some kind of magical adventure where everything is straight-forward. Instead over the course of 3 years I've told a convoluted mess of a story. So much so, it seems that one of the rudest things was just mailed to me. "I'm going to make my own version of this story."

If that's the case, let me explain the real truth behind the mess.

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I want to take a moment to take a break from writing to thank 3 very important individuals that have been here for me providing support behind the scenes on discord for years now. Every frantic edit, every OCD prepared paragraph. Every "How does this feel reading this?" or "Can you understand this character's pain, happiness?" For every mental breakdown at 11 at night, for all the tears shed for not being sure how to proceed. They've been here for all of it.

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I'm stuck. The current chapter is roughly 1/3 done, though I know exactly what I want to say, just not quite how to convey it. I can see the scene in my mind, but the words aren't coming in order; this may be due to my autism, or perhaps one of my several other mental disorders. Just be aware I am still working on it, and as always am dedicated to giving the best quality as possible.

your idiot,
zakyria/doug

Due to just how much tale is to be told, I'm done predicting my own story ending, so let's all sit back and enjoy the ride like always. A new chapter is in the works.

That I underestimated how much story was left to tell. So once again, I'll be splitting the final chapter.

Here's the deal, I just took two weeks off from gaming, writing, and making youtube videos. I needed a mental break from everything. I am back to writing as of today and am currently 1/3 of the chapter done. Please be patient, I am still writing it, but it may take a bit longer.

I haven't forgotten, just trying something new. This chapter is going to be massive, almost 3x as large as my normal ones, possibly larger. As the final chapter in the story I plan to tie everything together. The full picture as it were, and it is taking longer than I anticipated. I do appreciate your patience, it is looking like the chapter will be done around mid-late march at the current rate.

<3 Zaky/ Doug

No bad news here, work has begun on the climatic reveal that will change everything you think you know about the story so far. Thank you for your patience. As Always, I appreciate each one of you, thank you for your support.

/)c^ Doug/Zakyria

For those who don't know me, I live in HUD housing, also known as section 8- low-income housing. I have been frantically preparing for an inspection that HUD does once every several years known as REACT. This is where a representative of the actual US government is selected and sent to inspect the HUD commodities by inspecting every resident apartment. They do this to ensure living conditions are up to snuff. This has had my anxiety set on boiling these past few weeks. As a result-

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I finished the chapter, yay! Well, not yay actually. I hate it. It doesn't flow nicely with the story, it feels lazy and even horribly cliche to me and frankly, I feel it would be an insult to me and you, my faithful readers, alike to publish. So I've scrapped it and started on a new version. This version is currently 1/3 done and looks a lot more polished. Celestia willing, I will have it done by month's end, as originally planned, but just know I am working on it; you have not been

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The new chapter is being worked on, but it may take a few weeks. Or it could be published by then as well. Honestly, I don't know. What I do know is my birthday is in 4 days, so I'll be chilling this week. Expect the new chapter by January's end (currently) I um...I'm not good at time management so please be patient and have an awesome new year's.

<3 Zakyria/Doug

Happy Hearthswarming to all ponies and creatures of Equus. And to all of you. Celebrate, not necessarily for religious reasons, but simply by enjoying life. From me to you, Have a glorious holiday.
-Zakyria/Doug

Regardless of your faith, or regional location. Regardless of whether you celebrate or not, your skin color or your language or even sexuality:
I just wanted to say to you that I hope you have a great next couple weeks. This world is already so full of hate, we don't need more. If someone is struggling to lift a package, offer to assist. Even if you just give well wishes, it can make a world of difference. Show everyone you know that they are not alone.

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I am still ill, but you've waited long enough. For you, my loyal fans, I give you part one of the true meaning behind exxus.

Right now I am extremely sick (relax it is not deadly, please don't be alarmed) and I am going to push back the chapter release by one week while I recover.