I admit that setting up a deadline for myself, especially one that stringent, did not exactly pan out how I'd hoped. In fact, all the progress I'd thought I'd made by doing it was pretty much scrapped and started over. I could go on about all the stuff that's been going on in my life in hopes of coming up with an adequate excuse, but there really isn't one. All I can really say is that things have been rough as far as employment and my general happiness, and I've found it difficult to just sit