It's a little complicated. As much as I enjoy writing, or used to before the thought of doing anything creative had me contemplating suicide, I think I'm gonna just, you know, stop. I'm not good at it, I can see that. I need way more practice, or some fking classes, before I ever know what I'm doing, but that wouldn't really matter, 'cause they can't teach you how to come up with good ideas. I should not feel "exhausted" when trying to write, that means I'm doing

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As I was hanging out with some friends earlier today, one of them began listing the people we knew that he actually liked. When he got to me he said that was actually "acceptable" and it honestly made me feel good. As a joke I replied, "That's all I've ever wanted in life, to be acceptable by others." They just laughed at that, but honestly, while my tone and delivery was a joking one I seriously meant it. But, is that strange? Is it strange for someone to go through their entire life just

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