State of things in my life and also other stuff I'm writing · 11:35pm Nov 17th, 2019
So, dad's death has been a very hard thing to get over. I still dream about him, I see him every now and then like it was just before he died. I'm not as sad as I thought I would be about losing him and that in itself is kind-of concerning. I love him and I feel his love still. I'm thankful for the time we shared together. I'd give anything to know he was okay, he was safe. Wherever he is in this grand scheme of reality, I hope he's happy and that somehow, he knows I love him.