Blog Post #1-VT

I don't know where to start.

I want to write something. I want to write down a vent chapter in Violent Thoughts because I need it. I did this before. I wrote down what was troubling me. What made me stay awake for a lot of nights. I made all those fiction and non-fiction actions and thoughts and put it in these small chapters. It was cathartic. I could put those negative thoughts and put it into a story that kind of made sense to me- to others too if I made the words readable and not some scribblings of some mad doctor.

And it was good. I removed the tension inside me and I wrote something that I was proud to edit, write, and proofread. Even though the initial process was that it is vent writing. I wanted to make it more than that. So I made it into a story/vent novel that I was cool with it for some time. Until it didn't.

A lot of things happened and new problems arose whilst old problems were being taken care of. I am almost over these old problems but now I have the new ones to go through. Meanwhile, the story Violent Thoughts is still going through those past problems.

So between the old and new problems, there's this problem too. The story itself. I need to integrate the past problems with present problems somehow and that's where the new pony shows up. But now, I don't know whether to focus on venting the past or my present. Whether to continue Technical's story or Ashes' story lines respectively. And another thing, I don't know if the people who read my story was all right with me giving the spotlight towards Ashes', the blue earth pony, for a bit.

I want Violent Thoughts to make sense even just a little bit because I'm not so sure if a sudden time skip would sit well with readers.

I suppose it's all I have for now. Maybe I can think of something for next month.