okay so

i havent logged into this account since 2016? 2017? i havent posted on it in forever. i used to be called swirlstar the dedraeb but i changed my username because i didnt want ppl finding this account and i deleted all my fics for the same reason.

i've been talking more and more with my friends recently about how i used to be into mlp. i kinda miss it! it was such a sweet show. in the end i'm glad i grew out of it because the things i saw in the fandom was literally traumatising. real gross stuff.

i've been thinking about ghosts and internet friendships and connectivity and i logged on mostly with the intent to see if the people i used to talk to on here were still around. i remember very little about you all. i miss you despite that.

anyway hi. i don't know who this will reach. i wrote wild butterflies if that jogs anyones memories. this will be the last time i post on here but i wanted to bid this account a proper goodbye that wasn't entrenched in anger, shame and disgust.

i still draw. i still write fanfic sometimes. :)

so, yeah. goodbye! <3