What am I doing?

Um hi. It's been a while. Ultimately over time I took down my first story since I felt dissatisfied over it. I still want to make stories, and my mind fires off ideas one, after another. I want to make a good story for everyone to enjoy, and I still want to make a Fallout Equestria story. I just want to give everyone the best quality I can. So do I have ideas for what I want to do? Yes I do! Do I have any idea for how I can pull it off? In the name of Tartarus I do not.