Apologises

I want to apologize for my behaviour and why you blocked me. I am really sorry. My life became a total mess. My parents got into a divorce, I live with my mother and I'm 20 years old. I have no friends and I didn't go to school. I began to have myself for this, I lost my ways and began to be like this. I such a horrible boy to myself and I can't believe it for what I've done. The reason why joined is because I want to have some friends and use my ideas, but I make it worst. I realised that I went too far for myself, I'm nothing. And so deeply sorry.😭