Got some explaining to do · 4:35am Jan 20th, 2021
Hello, my fellow readers and writers. Yes, I am still alive and no, I haven't given up on my stories. But after such a long hiatus, you all deserve both an apology and explanation.
For the last few years, I've been fighting with horrible stress that sometimes led to spurts of depression. This was stuff going on in my life, but also here. I had feelings where I was letting my readers down for not getting chapters out fast enough. Started worrying that they would lose interest and so I tried forcing myself to write. Didn't work out.
It was just mid last year that I took a step back and examined my life. I took a break from straining myself and thought long and hard about everything going on.
I'm pleased to say that I am a lot better now than I was before. I sat down in front of the next chapter of Erotic Vacations and was able to write a few good paragraphs, without straining myself. My life outlook has also greatly improved, and I feel more confident in my work. I said before that I'm not putting any more deadlines on my updates, and I meant it. What I am gonna try to do is just sit down, look at my stories, and see what comes to me. I can't say I can do this every day, but I can try most days.
Again, I am deeply sorry for the long hiatus, and if you have moved on, I completely understand. You deserve better. All I can do is the best I can. I'm back and my creative juices are starting to flow again, and at this point, it's a start.
Thanks again, and it's good to be back!