November 2020. Meatware still slow.

Have a sore on left ear that has forced me to take a break from wearing headphones. Been 2 days already, and it heals slowly. Frustrating.

Weather is getting nice and cold, and will probably get even colder as December comes up. Looking forward to it.

Still tired, but vigilance (fear, but tempered with cold logic and made useful) has kept me alive. Preferable to dying.

Sensations of 'existential despair' sometimes work their way to the surface of my thoughts, forcing me to divert mental focus and processing towards suppressing them again. Annoying.

Underlying approach to living remains unchanged: Keep my head down, survive day by day, avoid making personal enemies.

Anything else is an added bonus.