I'm not a stable person...

Guys, I love your support, I love that you somehow enjoy my stories (I assume wank off to them) but I don't write them in a healthy frame mind. I've got a pretty toxic life. It was weighing on me pretty hard tonight, until I said at a very normal leave "Oh god am I having a panic attack?" to which I tried to lie on the ground, listen to some music and relax when I hear an annoying knock on my door, I get back up and see my brother asking if I'm okay saying he thought he heard me say I was having a panic attack. I have not had a healthy relationship with my brother. It's been rather abuse for the past twenty one years of my twenty two year life (He's tried to course correct, but you can't really do that after you hit the ice burg) so right now I don't really have anywhere else to say this. As far as stories go I AM putting together something for Luna the terrible and virile, I've tried and I mean really tried to add something to a tall glass of MILC but man does that story lack, many basic things stories need. So sorry the radio silence. I love you all. Might look into some kinda RP. Hit me up if you're interested I guess.