It is 4 in the morning

So... It is 4 o'clock in the morning. I have had an alarming amount of time because I have had several days off since the accident to recover. And my laptop has been sitting next to me for about a week while I've been staying in bed taking pain medicine. But, instead of being productive, I have been playing Solitaire.

I have 10 documents open. Documents I want to work on, but can find no inspiration for. How does one get any inspiration? Can anyone help me with that. I have a horrible aching case of writer's block, and it's actually hurting me. Or maybe my pain pills are wearing off.

Speaking of, I guess I didn't mention the accident. I was driving to the store and I lost control of my car, I over corrected and crossed over the highway, luckily I didn't hit any other car, but, my car started rolling, and I hit a sign on the side of the road. There was glass everywhere and I was really dizzy. My back and head hurt. I couldn't move for several minutes and when I tried to move, the door wouldn't open, and I had to climb out of the broken window. There were all kinds of flashing lights and I sat on the grass and I called my mom. I don't remember everything that happened. But an ambulance showed up and they started looking at me and they strapped me onto a stretcher and put a brace around my neck. My mom showed up and they wouldn't let her ride in the ambulance with me. I was so terrified. I got to the hospital and they wheeled me in. I couldn't see anything but the ceiling, and I had no idea where I was or what was happening to me. There were like 5 nurses who checked me out. Took x-rays and I couldn't stop crying. And then this other guy took me to get a cat scan, and oh my gosh, I swear, it was the most terrifying thing I have ever been through. Besides the wreck itself. Actually, that whole day was probably one of the worst, scariest, most traumatizing days of my life. I had never been to a hospital before. Not even visiting. They finally let me see my mom and this nurse guy gave me morphine and something else to prevent nausea. I didn't really feel any different, I was still in a whole lot of pain. Luckily, I wasn't seriously hurt, but my back and neck are still in a lot of pain, even a week later.

ANYWAY, I'm totally fine I'm working again. I am saving up for a new car now. But mainly, I need help with my writers block, so if anyone has any ideas for anything that can help me, I will gladly take them. But yeah. Totally, totally fine. Besides being completely traumatized, crying, wanting to write something but now being too tired and sad to do anything. Maybe tomorrow I'll be able to do something productive. But now I am going to cry myself to sleep again. So good night/morning.