me

i'm lost i feel like i'm losing more and more of my mind every day i have no friend to talk and i lost the effort to try make
friend not to say i never had friend but most where at school or xbox live but none where brony so i could not talk about mlp
i do have family my older sister and mom like mlp i would like to go to a mlp convention but don't have the money to go to one
or a job to get the money or the motivation to get one or to get out of bed i don't know what to do with myself i would like to write a
story or something on youtube but again I lack the motivation and confidence in myself to do anything good i don't know i'm writing this it probably won't change anything in my life but i can't just sit here and do nothing and not say anything that all i have to say for now.