WTF am I doing?!

Well, here I am. Less than six months ago, I didn't even know what a brony was. I suppose since I have an account here now, I am one...It all started with a post on r/f7u12, of all places, it was a link to r/clopclop. I was disturbed at the time, and that particular site still disturbs me a bit, but then I found the mane subreddit and now here I am, writing fanfics. Sometimes I wonder why the hell these ponies are so alluring to me, and I think I might be going insane. But whatever.