I'm really emotional

I can not put it into words how twisted I am right now with my feelings. So were to begin * sigh *........

First, I am extremely proud of my older sister for not only graduating from high school, but graduating top of her senior class as Valedictorian. Along with my good friend from band, he graduated 2nd in his class as Salutatorian. This all happened yesterday on May 20, 2017 Saturday. This breaks the first ever record in my school's history, never has there been a female to win Valedictorian and a male to be Salutatorian. So yes I am proud to say that she just made history at my school.

Looking at her give her speech in front of over a thousand people, ( which she did not want to be talking for a long time), I saw the years I had spent together with her and the people we have met along the way. Not only physically, but from many online platforms, such as Fimfiction.net, Youtube, or any other site I am on. I can full heartedly say that I consider some people I meet online as good friends,others even family. When I saw her speech it made me realize not only had we gone so far, but it embarked us on a new chapter in our lives, for all my family. I would like to thank you all who have read my story To Find Home, it means a lot that even if one person was affected by the story, then I did something right.

After the graduation and saying goodbye to many good friends, my family put together little graduation party for my sister. It had mostly all the people who have had an impact on her life or inspired her to be who she is today. Then, the embarrassing part happened,........... I am glad I did this, but at the same time it was so awkward. What happened was that every person in the room could give my sister one final piece of advice, before she leaves to college. It got around to my turn, and oh my god if I was not already crying a river, I sure was then. I cried because like any other sibling my sister and I have a tough love relationship, meaning internally we care for each other in some way, but externally we don't. So I'll miss her dearly.

Well that was a long ramble, so overall this experience and what I should do in my life. Perhaps I tried my hardest to put out a story that may or may not have appealed to an audience, but I am content. Thank you all so much, ( for whoever may read this.)

I can not wait for this next chapter of my life, and for many others, to begin.
Thank you once again, and of course....

Love, Peace.