Sep
28th
2012
I'm officially done. · 10:59pm Sep 28th, 2012
Hey guys. I guess this will be the last time you hear from me. My life sucks and I really dont feel like dealing with it. So here it goes. I'm done writing in full. I wont write anymore fics. I wont finish my book. i wont finish my novella. I'm just done. My life is a downward spiral and I dont care what happens to me at this point. I'm sorry to all my followers and friends. I just cant handle it anymore.
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*closes eyes*............*tear streaks down silently as I bow my head*...
Why didn't you tell anybody? 
We're your friends, at least that's what I thought...
Well, if this is your decision, then I have no rights to stop you, not that I could...
Why?
So your givinv up than?
I'm sad to hear that brother. But don't worry we still love you and should the day come that you return we will embrace you with open arms. Take care of yourself and keep hope for a brighter tomorrow
I hope your life gets better Magic. If you ever get bck to writing know that i will always see it and give you an honest opinion. Not be the guy that says he likes it because it was written by you. No i will be the guy who wants to help you improve your writing. So that way if you come back you come back better and stronger than before. And if you ever need someone to talk to then just message me. Thanks for the great reads bro.
We're going to miss you.
Just remember that bronies and pegasisters are always going to be there for you.
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Alright guys. I just wanted to fill you in on some stuff. My life is so hard right now. with everything I've lost. With everything I cant grab on to, I feel empty. I want to end my life so bad but I'm too much of a coward to do so. So I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare that scares me whenever something even hints that things are getting better. Because in reality, they aren't. My life is hell, and everything that gave me happiness is now gone. I no longer want to write because I soon find myself lost in these fantasies I create, falsifying my happiness and then getting hurt again. It isn't fair and I want to give up so bad. this is why I'm stopping. Thanks for the comforting words, but I dont know if I can recover enough to come back.
Suicide?
Never, ever do that!!
Even though your life seems pretty bad right now, your life will get better when you least expect it.
Okay? Plus, I want you to Pinkie Pie Promise that you won't commit suicide.
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Alright guys. I just wanted to fill you in on some stuff. My life is so hard right now. with everything I've lost. With everything I cant grab on to, I feel empty. I want to end my life so bad but I'm too much of a coward to do so
That is not cowardice, that is strength, holding onto ones life when you want to end it. Cowardice is going through with it, sure you might in the end, end your own pain, but at what cost? How many around you would you hurt by doing this, no matter how low you feel you have fallen, you continue to live for a reason. I should know, I've had suicidal thoughts at one point in my life where I felt lost and alone.
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So I'm stuck in this never ending nightmare that scares me whenever something even hints that things are getting better. Because in reality, they aren't. My life is hell, and everything that gave me happiness is now gone. I no longer want to write because I soon find myself lost in these fantasies I create, falsifying my happiness and then getting hurt again.
Than live in the fantasies, I've given up living in the real world a long time ago, and stay in the worlds I create in my mind and art. It is annoying when someone or something pulls me out (recently was the death of a very close family member. I just got back from visiting family and the funeral.) Avoiding a whole self story thing... ultimately I'm saying you love and enjoy your stories and fantasies write? Make them the reason to be happy.... Thats enough of me trying to be positive, it always feels weird when I'm doing it.