lmao i was going through my old blogs · 4:25am Dec 5th, 2016
and i said that 2015 was the worst year ever
2015 was probably my worst year ever, with my depression and anxiety getting worse and worse. One of my friends was briefly hospitalized at the beginning of the year for a suicide attempt, and a few other friends almost attempted suicide. Almost all of 8th grade was a living hell (mostly from October 2014-May 2015). And over the summer, I was forced to do summer swim team, which actually wouldn't have been so bad if I hadn't been getting panic attacks almost every practice. I also started high school and volleyball, which was mostly fun but there where still issues. But one of the absolute WORST things happened on November 3rd, when someone found out about something that they weren't supposed to but I am not gonna explain. And that just caused the rest of the year to spiral downward. Yay.
but like just you wait !!! bc 2016 also fucking sucked!!!!!!!!!!!
however i did come out to all yall since then so thats good
