this world is a complex and in my opinion the program variables in your system and sometimes stink so much! (I'm about to have a life crisis, just try it out)

first of all this is a personal opinion I really have the persepcion of life one is mine and mine alone and that the variables in life can change if they have at the end aguna feedback calmly and repspeto can write.

They say life is finding oneself, Aser things that fill you and leave you marked on the lives Odean you, find that someone, but you never stop to think to do that is very, very, difficult muymuymuy.
there will kiss you want to do things to help people but all that does not depend entirely on you, it's complicated, life is complicated people are complicated, if you put such a system would put it as a cornucopia of algorithms with infinite and changing variables in just milliseconds can never know if you can really do something, we do it just waiting to help, perorealmente change something, we are 7 milmillones people about ... those vaiables discouraged.
with the love. well that's a depressing topic sum those 7 milmillones, my super introverted personality and my constant tendency to fall into deprecion and draw their conclusions, people say that there is someone waiting for you in the world, someone you feel like never before, someone who will make you feel full but we all areas of your life are increasing disaster, someone who will give you the strength to change your destiny, etc, etc, etc; the reality is that those billions of people, first if which there are probabilities, second relationships depend on people who do not want to be alone (that at least I understand being alone ...) nose you talves all want to believe in all that because it works like a placebo that helps support the abrupt harsh reality and āveśe cruelpara not feel "something is missing" something that will not let you relax, something that makes you want to mourn for his absence, something you do not make feel so empty and alone even if you have a 7 milmillones of people sharing the same planet with you, something you know will make you feel like that last time I feel so alive when Erras child, before being teen and enpesar to subconsciously see all these things.
There are people who say bad things happen in life have their bellesa own death, misfortune ue happens wing people at some point in their lives, that without these things we could not enjoy those felis moments that are so fugases , these placebos, it is as if trying to justify the bad experiencian that pudierontener and they are so bad that the only way is to have the esperansa that bad happen for something, ie if there is cause and effect in this world, but a inperfecto world; how to know if those bad times that came to pass that went through or if you just went through the variables of life changed when roasting causing random misfortune in the world.
my opininon is that life is cruel by nature, with animals, with people and all we have is hope, hope that everything I said not, hope that love does not depend on a simple feeling of filling a empty and selfish feeling of having importance for someone to feel vien with us and as payment to do the same for ur couple, hoping to make a mark in the world that will last yasea in the cultural, technological field or simply to give in memory of people who became close to us.
I have only 22 and this is what life has shown me is my opinion, they can have their way, peroalmenos something I said to you tube a feeling of incetidumbre and if it was not so give it time fedora, variables in this system called reality in which there is tiera will give you something to think about.
I tried to change these bariables in my life, I swear, but it's more than just try, also involves teceros indirectly we want or we are 7 milmillones of people with a SECT affects wing utra and another, and if in that process change that view changes everything otrbes and how people view life and assume you see the people around that person can be a little, talves almost nothing their opinions but still that little part quire affection and so till the infinite, that makes the bariables in human behavior, and are so changing these variables to try to go against them not only up to you, but the Fator "people and their disponivilidad and attitude" that change the situation in a sawed open and eyes.
I hate to sound so depressing but as I said when Cruze that inbisible line from being a child to siguientela life has made me see these factors makes me think "that case is the end."
well that's my opinion and yours may have to be less dark and I respect is one of the few factors that we can control "to respect and disrespect"