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AngelicDemon81


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  • 394 weeks
    Heartache again

    The feeling of your heart breaking sucks, apparently the man I've been in a relationship with for almost 2 years was and is still talking to one of his exes behind my back. I thought he was different but I guess not, all guys are the same. Here I am yet again laying in bed crying and trying to figure out if I should tell him I know or wait and see how long it takes before he tells me, or if he

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  • 404 weeks
    Hmmm

    What's the point of being in love if you are not committed to being in it all the way? Love requires all of you. You can't hide behind a wall protecting your feelings and still demand that your partner be all in. And even though vulnerability scares a lot of us, protecting our heart's from getting hurt is also preventing our heart's from receiving love. The only way to find out if you and your

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  • 405 weeks
    Thinking

    I don't know why but I feel like I'm bad luck, that everyone I care about is going through hard times, and I feel so helpless that I can't do anything to help them, cause I can barely take care of my kids and myself. I'm beginning to think I should dissappear for awhile, and see what happens, maybe moving out of town will be good for me, maybe all I need is a new start were no one knows me, maybe

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  • 408 weeks
    Love?

    My past relationships were anything but perfect, and this relationship isn't perfect either but close to it, but I can honestly say that he is worth the wait, I just hope/pray he realizes just how he really feels about me, I don't know how much more of feeling lonely I can take.

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  • 409 weeks
    time

    I get it, I really do. At first he was so into you, you almost thought it was a little much, but he was cute as well as smart and so enamored with you that you decided to give him a chance. And once you went for it, you felt like you were falling (or flying). You spent every day and night together. He made you feel like you were the only woman in the world, until he didn’t.

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Jul
9th
2016

Love? · 5:15am Jul 9th, 2016

My past relationships were anything but perfect, and this relationship isn't perfect either but close to it, but I can honestly say that he is worth the wait, I just hope/pray he realizes just how he really feels about me, I don't know how much more of feeling lonely I can take.

Everyone has their own idea of what love is supposed to be like or what they want in a relationship, and the movies don't help. People show love in different ways. To me it's the hugs/kisses, being silly, knowing that you can be yourself around them, it's feeling comfortable with them, it's the good morning and goodnight text that shows you that you're the first/last person that they think of, it's all the random texts through out the day, it's staying up late or all night just so you can talk to them, it's staying on the phone with them till they get home, it's both people giving 100 percent not 50, it's being there for each other through the good and bad times, it's the playfulness along with being serious and it's so much more.

Someone asked me recently why I give him so many chances? I think it's because I love him and cant imagine my life without him, it's his hugs/kisses, it's the way I melt into his arms, it's his touch, smell, voice, it's him. He's sweet, funny, weird, and smart. He loves his family and mine, he's been by my side through everything and puts up with me even with all my insecurities. I hope to be with him for the rest of my life.

The ancient Greeks called love “the madness of the gods.” Modern psychologists define it as the strong desire for emotional union with another person. But what, actually, is love. It means so many different things to different people.

The answer is that love is unconditional selflessness, BUT that is a truth we couldn't safely admit until we could explain ...

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