why i'm here

I've been part of this digital space for many moons and i found someone i cared ever so much about. his name was akumokagetsu. yes i knew him personally and... last night he said he had to tear me apart... i have never been so miserable in my life... i still very much am and probably will end up.. just like him. he was an amazing writer extremely talented and he was so handsome but i thought he was a sweet heart... i of course was wrong for trusting someone so wonderful..i know most of you here admire him and his stories, but i can never bring myself to read them again... i shall write of him... of all the things... but put it in such a way you all may read and maybe get attached and listen to my story listen to my heart break.