I want to get some things off my chest · 3:39am Oct 8th, 2015
I wanted to get some things of my chest.
I don't know why I chose now to and why to do it here but I did. When I was little, I knew was very odd compared to other kids. I guess I wanted attention. I tried to act funny but I ended up being hated because of it. Nobody really liked me in elementary school. I really screwed myself up. I became very violent and I would became very angry very easily. I would hit other classmates because in every game they would always go after me just because I was odd and different. Eventually the school did something about it and I had to be encouraged to do things good instead of being violent. I also think I accomplished changing the school in some way though. I may have changed it so that it shows that it is not right to pick on or aim for the kid that is weak and has no idea what is going on. Though I still think I did more damage than good. I was not proud of myself by my actions. I often look back and think of how much better I could have became.
I transferred schools and planned on making things different. Buy I managed to screw up my life again. I became the kid that was hated around the school. The 'weird one.' I think the only reason I didn't fall into to suicide was because I found something to like. I am so glad I managed to stay around. I had a hard child hood life. Now I am more mature and I have more people that like me for who I am really. I have two really close friends. One that always stood by my side through my life. The other has no other friends until I came along. She and I are really close friends though most think of us a bit too close. They just tease us. We aren't old enough to have any serious relation ships. I have had little to no people like me since kindergarten to 7th grad. I began to change and all that changed. I am now a Fan Fiction writer of MLP and HTTYD. I thank you for reading this blog post. Please tell me if you can relate to anything or if this means anything to you at all.
me...
3451599 you... what?
3451607 I don't have many IRL friends... the bulk of mine are on here...I don't have any IRL best friends...I'm alone...I've always been alone...I've been hated and torn apart...just because the way I am and look...and it still happens...
3451616 I hear ya. But I would always remember something I once hear a long time ago.
Something like that.
3451621 *sighs*
3451622 What?
It's a good thing to know.
3451626 Not mine...
Sorry to hear about that. At least you worked out of it right? TY for sharing this, I think its a good idea to share this with others.
Dude, you don't deserve that. Yes, getting mad easily isn't good. But you shouldn't hate someone because of a mistake. As long as you recognize and admit your mistake and try to fix it, that's alright. Hope you have a better life. God bless you.