Mental wierdness

I feel like I'm kinda alone in the world. Not because a like being alone, but more of how my mind acts. I get laughed at and teased for my interests once and a while; my reaction...act like they were never there to begin with. I practically did that my whole life. Guess that's why I have no friends...oh well. But that is only my method that I've found out that worked for me. The only time I get any reaction is if they target my family with insults. I have a rather unique mindset that any insult one does to me is treated more like a compliment while one that targets my family is an act of war and they must feel judgement. Am I the only one that thinks like this, or is there someone out there that understands how my mind works?

Not that I need help or anything, but I guess I'd, more or less, like to compare self-confidence with another. (Wow, I kinda went on a tangent there huh?) Personally I blame my lack of self-worth on my fourth grade English teacher. Literally called me an idiot to my face and I should never use my imagination for anything. Or at least that's what I remember. Been way too long since then so I might not remember it properly. Recently started pushing those repressed memories out of my head and started an attempt at writing again, but I really am unsure of how to do so here. My head tells me to wait until I complete the story and go through them thoroughly before sending them out, but it's also telling me not to get caught up on one story when more ideas are popping up. What's the best option and why is my life as easy to understand as Discord's mind?