Returning · 6:58pm May 16th, 2015
I'm going to return to writing. Maybe not ponies, but something at least. If you have a wattpad, I'm on there under the name Cydox_Crescent. I'll post my none pony stuff there.
Today I biked 15 miles. First time on a bike in 2 years. I forgot how much it hurts, but I honestly enjoyed it. There was so much freedom. I noticed the world in a way you can't while driving. I felt the wind, the rain, the sun. I felt like myself. More so than I have in a long time. I'm tired but content. I feel like I can look forward to the future.
I can look forward to living.
Geez, it almost feels like I never said that before. It's times like these I realize how far I've come. How far I've climbed out of the darkness.
I am me, and no one else. I am responsible for myself. I'm not the same little boy who only saw death as a way out that I once was. I have a purpose, even if I can't see it.
I'm loved. I'm respected.
People care if I'm gone.
People miss me.
I'm happy.
