I might just listen. · 1:00am Jul 19th, 2012
I might just listen.
I might just listen to every one thats messaged me.
Why dont i go rot in hell?
Why dont i leave this fucking place?
No one would care.
Not a single , FUCKING soul.
Not one.
Not even the ones i love.
So i might just go drop dead.
All those death threats? Ill gladdly take them
Ill do them all.
Im done.
It would relieve everyone else.
I cant even tell my best friend about my problems.
He wont listen, so nothing will stop me.
Goodbye.
No! Not another one! Don't you DARE! All of those people that sent you death threats should die but not you! Dammit! There's too much death already. Too much pain and loneliness. I just wish people could see the light and not the dark. I hope you can see this. If not... Every soul matters. Every. Single. One. And yet people throw their lives away. Sometimes I can't see the light when others can't or won't and even I almost succumbs. Almost.
237696 sometimes its not worth it. I tried taalking to one of the most important people to ever come into my life, and he said that he needed a day away. A day away from me. I am trying to not to subcum.. But who knows.
237763 Cherish the good times, learn from the bad, build a better tomorrow. I know that sometimes it feels like no one cares. I know what it's like to want to end it, I still think of it sometimes. But I always look forwards and say 'Never give up. Never surrender.' There are those who belittle others on the internet to feel good about themselves, I say ignore them, if they start to sound like those just stop reading them. I'm not going to say I know exactly what you're going through. But believe me someday both of us will be able to look forward at the dawn and smile at a brighter future. That or the world will end by the end of the year. If that's true let's make the most of our time left! Eh?
Yeah. Im a bit better today. Just a little