That feel when... · 3:32am Mar 9th, 2015
you want to do something but don't have faith in your self because you've never done it.
You see as time goes on, I lose motivation to write and stuff. So here's what I kind of want to do. There's a poop tonne of stories with no pre-readers and stuff and they have so much potential. I want to help them, but I'm just... so... dang shy. I mean I've never done it. And I'm kind of scared.
What if I'm not good enough? I mean I know I'll never get to do it if I think like that. But to be honest grammar is not really my strong point. Ideas and fleshing them out are more of my strong point. So that's one thing that I'm scared off. What if I don't catch a grammar mistake and everyone else does...?
-sigh- I don't know what to do. I want to do it but the fear is real. That feel when....
So aside from that. I think I wrote a total of another 300 words for chapter one of ETD. Progress is going slow but we have about 700 words for the 1st chapter so there's that at least. Though mind you it's a bit silly but it's me. Even my darkest stories may have a tinge of humour. Though I don't think it'll be enough to promote the comedy tag.
Ya so... ya.... that's about it mostly. I'll be having march break off so there's that. And I still have a cover to be done for somebody else's story. And that's fine but sometimes school and life just do things. It's like 'hey do you mind me giving you all this poop?' 'yes I do mind' 'okay cool' *gives me a lot of work* 'thanks life/school'
Well anyways. Have a good day everybody who's reading this. I doubt many are since I'm not really popular, but oh well. ONCE ETD COMeS OUT EVERYBODY SHALL KNEEL BEFORE ME AND ILL CACKLE LIKE A MAD WOMAN HAHAHHAHAHAHAA THE ETERNAL PONY KNOWS ALL. THE ETERNAL PONY SEES AL- poop. I have a new idea for a fic. THANKS ME.
