Thinking thinking...THINKING! Know what? I HATE THINKING.

Why? Because when I THINK, bad things HAPPEN in MY MIND. I OVERTHINK. To the point it-it just HURTS. My eyes burn, my nose itches, my chest heaves, and my head aches...then I just sit there, hoping no one will walk in and start asking if I'm okay because my eyes are watery. There is a reason my stories seem...unplanned. That's because THEY ARE. I write as I go, because I DON'T WANT TO THINK AHEAD. When i think ahead...I-I just don't even want to think about it...BAHAHA, funny!... >:|

I HATE MY MIND. STOP BEING THOUGHT-FILLED. I saw the very, VERY amazing story "Not My Destiny - Grimdark Ending" on the thingy at the top of the page, then started to read it, BUT, I stopped and quickly went to read the actual story. BEST thing I've probably read, ever, too! I was reading the true canon last chapter...AND IT MADE ME THINK AGAIN. I STILL AM, damnit! I think about my life, about my friend's lives (Tch...my friend's aren't even there anymore...), and about...well, the end. I know I'm still a kid, but ever since these painful THOUGHTS started, I've just been a stupid, droning and unmotivated BLOB, so that I wouldn't do anything which provoked thought...but then these very actions eventually bring me to realize that I have done NOTHING important, which then provoke the damn thoughts! I'm stuck in a never ending paradox of mental torture and I AM GOING MORE INSANE BY THE MOMENT. I'M GLAD THE LUNACY DOESN'T EXIST, ELSE I'D PROBABLY BE IT'S CURRENT VESSLE!

Now...listen...I normally don't rant like this...in fact, I've only "snapped" twice in my entire life (a whopping 16.5 years, woot...), but...it needs to happen once in a while or else I'll go beyond the point of return...so...if anypony actually CARES enough to read this pile of unimportant nonsense from an unimportant person, then please, either DO NOT say anything (much like my significant number of trackers and favoriters tend to do...) or say...I don't know...and frankly, I don't care...I just want to stop thinking and go back to being a blob...more fun that way...I get to watch pain in third person instead of live it...WHY AM I SHARING THIS!? I don't know! I just...needed to vent...

Sorry...for...Uh, I dunno, stuff...Crimson conclusion soon, Daytime Nighttime gets my attention next, maybe Magship after that, I don't really feel anything towards that anymore...after that...Uhhh...I don't want to think that far ahead, but I already have stuff for more Red September stuff. I guess I could try for something deep and thought provoking in the future...if my own thoughts don't kill me in the process...we'll see...we'll, ah, see...maybe.

By the way, Artemis says hi everypony.