Remembrance

Been rereading some things, which lead me look up my past here on this site, till I found and remembered my start here. While I won't say I had completely forgot why I started this account, I will say it wasn't as fresh and strong as I would've liked so I'm posting it here so I'll always have a way to find it, and remember.

What follows is my comment posted to the story Background Pony By shortskirtsandexplosions posted 81weeks and 6days ago.(from this blog post) It is one of the most well thought out and beautiful things I've ever read. While I still don't really like the ending, I get why it had to be the way it was:

I made an account to this site just so I could get this off my chest or it'll just keep eating at me.

I loved this story. its was well written, it was thought provoking, it made me think about my life, to care about other people and get out my own head every once and while, and for that I'll always be glad that I read this.

But, you broke my heart. All that good she did all that pain she withstood and grew from, all those relationship from her foalhood that needed her: her parents, moondancer and twi.

I've always believed that if you do your best and you do your best by others that you can be happy. To make her do so much good and give up so much only to go out alone, unknown, unloved and not even having her own memories to keep her going like she did in the first few chapters. She couldn't even be the silent guardian angel she was in the beginning she had nothing, just nothing, she wasn't even herself anymore, and that just......hurts so much.

I don't mean to gripe, I loved this story and its your story so how it ends is your choice but it still hurts my heart so much, and it still hurts and its been two days!!

I just had to say thank you, and dang you,