i'm at that point · 3:32pm Jun 22nd, 2014
where i just can give two shits abouts school any more im just so fucking sick of it the only thing that even makes me want to go to school of a morning is my friends and even then that barely motivates me im just so fucking sick of it one of those assingments inwas ACTUALLY DOING FINE AT decided to give me a big fuck you and the teacher told THREE DAYS BEFORE THE FINAL COPY WAS DUE THAT I HAD TO REWRITE IT WHEN IT TOOK ME AN ENTIRE WEEK TO EVEN COME UP WITH IT AND THREE DAYS TO WRITE. which mean it's another subject IM GOING TO FUCKING FAIL THIS TERM ice now got 3 teachers buzzing around me constantly giving me no room saying that their going to help get me organised when all their doing is giving me MORE FUCKING STRESS! so tommorow morning im going to tell one of my teachers to consult the counselor and my home class teacher before she comes back to me with ANY MORE SHIT!
i am so sorry for all the swearing but i just... i just dont care anymore i just want this all to fucking end i just want a break from real life as ive heard from lyrics in a song 'wake me up when im wiser and im older' cause i just dont want to deal with this
eveyone i know claims im smart but if i was i wouldn't be having this much trouble with all of this... just gice me all the advice in the world and i still wont be able to climb out of this fucking bottomless hole ive dug my self.
`this dragonis signing off
(once again sorry for all the swearing)
Edit: i dont even know why i posted this
wo bro
2226192 surprisingly i calmed down quite quickly after this rant... who knew that worked
2226199 Yup
2226207 and to think that rant started with me thinking 'i should probably try starting that assignment thats due in a couple of hours'
Too much stress and work can even make a genius trip over his own feet. I hope you feel better soon and your teachers leave you less work.