I'm back

So after writing fan fiction that was mostly clop, I decided writing wasn't fun anymore. There was too much pressure from other people to make a good clop fic for them. Whenever I would do a fan fic, a friend would chime in. They would ask me to do a pairing with their oc and mine, or their oc and a canon character. I accepted, but it would suck cause i cant bang out a good quality novella in one to six days. Because of this, I had a lot of pressure to make the novella as good as it could possibly...YAY OCD!
Soon, it started to get to me. I would be more on edge and more critical of myself. I had forgotten that I wrote fan fiction to get more into the fandom, hone my creative writing skills, let my imagination run free, and have fun making short stories despite internet trolls' opinions. So after doing some random shit in the span of half a year, I decided to write short novellas based upon my OCs. I may begin to write fan fics on canon characters, but for now im just gonna cock about with my OC's backstories.